My whole life I thought my needs could only be filled by my
parents. But what if I have a room in my soul where all of my needs can be met?
But I never use it because I think it can’t come from me; I think it has to
come from my parents. I never think to look inside because I don’t believe I
have it within me to fill those needs because I don’t believe in myself… that’s
a vicious cycle.
It makes sense that if you think you’re worthless you’re not
going to look inside to find a way to meet your needs – you don’t think you’re
capable. What if you just decide to tell yourself that you are? It means
disconnection from parents and that disconnection feels like death. What if you
just tell yourself that it’s time to die? Maybe it’s time for the “worthless”
you to die, so that the worthful you can finally live?
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